Showing Vulnerability
A glance at the trash bin in the corner of my desk, poked holes on the facade I had been trying so hard to build.
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My Keyboard Craze
The keyboard craze period started in 2022. I haven’t been able to put an end to the craze ever since.
[ →Read ]Sashimi on the Stairs
Suddenly, I noticed pieces of salmon sashimi were scattered on the stairs. It was a mess and I avoided the pieces of fish flesh while catching up with my supervisor.
[ →Read ]Good Materialism
The key point is that you can imagine yourself using it with ease and that the thing can fit into your life.
[ →Read ]Man Falling from the Building
This post contains dark themes. Please use reader’s discretion.
We were moving in the car, about to turn and left the road. Suddenly, I heard a man screaming. Before I could make sense of it, something contacted on the roof of our car and had a loud bang.
[ →Read ]Body Parts on the Freeway
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The dream just began, without any build-up, and showed me this: On the freeway, the road was wide and long, but there were almost no cars on it. Instead, there were many body parts.
[ →Read ]A Hanged Woman
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This is one of the weird dreams I had before I quit my job. People say that dreams can reflect things we are processing. But it seems that my brain decided to present them in the most absurd way.
[ →Read ]Serial Killer Grandma
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I was desperate to run away from my job then. That, combined with dark materials my brain had collected from horror movies, made my dreams very much like a graphic farce. Yes, it looked graphic, but I got genuinely confused and gave a “huh!?” when I had it.
[ →Read ]The Calmer Form of Happiness
The way I experienced time before I quit, was quite different than how I experienced after, which in turn, affected the shape of happiness.
[ →Read ]When Playing Games Feels Like Working
I am more familiar with Fatal Frame franchise, having bought every remastered/remake ones, and the control part has never been an issue for me. I thought playing games can’t be a problem. Until SHf.
[ →Read ]When Career Transition Feels Overwhelming
Self-doubt and the harsh chatter in my head that says "you're falling behind," "you're making a huge mistake," or "you will fall from grace spectacularly." It's a pendulum swings back and forth.
[ →Read ]The Rationale behind My Quitting
The things I learned there, were mostly serving the system, not me.
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